Ok so i feel like an ass..my girlfriend just told me that she had still smoked pot when we go together. i thought she didnt do it after we started talking. i mean she lived 2 hours away...how nieve i am! i found out when she broke up with me she smoked...and then when we got back together i asked her about it and she lied...one night at the bar her friend slipped and told me...I WAS CRUSHED! i wasnt sure if i wanted to stay with her...but it took some time to trust her again and now i feel like she is just a lier...i guess the old saying is true fool me once shame on you..fool me twice shame on me. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH i cant say im not guilty of lying to someone i was with and i feel horrible..i guess im getting what i give but i love her sooo very much.....  how do i trust her when i feel so betrayed...i even asked after i found out the last time if she had ever did it since we have been together...she said "NO baby just that once..i tell you everything" NOT!! lier i all i ask is for you to be open and tell me things..the thing you know are important to me. Relationships are a "2" way street, but with you we are stopped at the intersection and we have 2 ways to go...break ave or life street....and we are holding up traffic.

I dont like feeling like a fool and not being told the full truth.